Cam, October 10 1978- June 28 2006

I've been debating if, how, when to blog again. The past 6 (?) weeks has been....well, hell. I don't really know what to write or how to express my sadness. You lose your love and your future and it just doesn't seem appropriate to discuss it on the web. I crave time alone to think, reflect, read, sleep etc. I cannot consiously make sense of what has happened, I just hope our souls are communicating on a level that my higher self can comprehend. That's the thing about soul mates - I guess we know each other better now.

I have been reading a book called "How to Survive the Loss of a Love" by Bloomfield, Colgrove and McWilliams. The poetry in the book is written by Peter McWilliams, I believe. I thought this would be the best place to post one of his poems, to help me extend my appreciation to all the people in my world that have shown me support and love. Thank you.


help me up
my friend.

dust me off.

feed me warmth.

you are comfort.

let me lean on you
until I can stand
alone.

I will then stand a little taller,

and you will be
proud
to have a friend
such as me.